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Hallo my name is Ren, and this is my red book. My red book is a book filled whit poems that i have wrote all by my self.
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Safer in the Night
I wish to avoid such burns, so I keep far from the fire. The chances
there for scars, when close, will run much higher.
Though that warmth be what we treasure can the fire hold dangers
too. If the loss we can but measure sure we'd find this to be true.
Do not tarry near the glowing of the brightly
guiding light. By the mind be sure of knowing, 'tis much safer in the night.
operating from a safe distance
While you saw The Wings I was flying I was serving The Bewildered
Beast, signed my name on his coke while you were feasting on dope
While you were operating from a safe
distance I was drenched in neon sunshine I was rushing out in panic from every underground in town
Oh, sink
the British Islands I'll see the light again Cut loose the lovers in Regents Park, the criminals in Cutty Sark and
all the fucked-up poets from the north
While you were watching Days of thunder I was practicing the seven wonders
Sink
the British Islands I'll see the light again Oh, drop your weights at threadneedle street shove them down beneath
our feet I've left The End I'll see the light again
I need a shoulder to puke on
and Its nothing I can escape from you! its unmisstakable too its true and undeniable
too
Im stuck in my dreams with you donīt you know it eats me aswell as it feeds me
and I wish i could
releave the pressure yet
before Im as good as a living dead you know if all was so soft and tender and we had
comfort together then I could have yer shoulder to cry on
but all of it must come out now
I do not cry feel
like there was a need to cry
It leaves tears, tears tears and more tears to come
I want to revamp my system clear
all out
I wanna shout Iīve been all to calm and easy on everything
why do I keep it in
I need a shoulder
to puke on
(please take care of me, see me, for once)
I hope I will irritate you disgust you make you,
end up on the edge to leave me totally and break of all the contact
(but then turn back to shape me up and
help me out of the dirt)
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